On Exo's Kris Again...

My 'Edible Art' of Mr Galaxy at Home-tagged @galaxy_fanfan on Instagram
(I know I'm crazee -.-)It'd be a miracle if he saw it :P

Hi lovely people :)Again,you can say that I'll be talking about Kris again.Haven't been updating anything here,unrelated to Kris, for awhile since the "Krisis" :p I know I've kinda vowed that I'll be a more dedicated blogger,but it's been hard to do since entering third year :/ The past few weeks have been kinda rough for me,everything's moving too fast in third year-I'd panic if I'd ever stop to think that I'll never be able to keep up-stresses the living out of me.From the hospital's atmosphere,the doctors,studies-they're just too overwhelming right now T.T.I've been trying to keep myself positive despite all of these,I've been trying since the first year here too-to the point I think I should just stop.But sometimes it's so hard to do,that I don't think it's enough to just think it,what more to even feel it.And right now I've zero feelings -.- .Till I do make this out,I'd continue trying to keep my mood up and stay positive-to stay in this field.
    But guess what?!The 'Krisis' isn't making things better :P To be honest,as you can see from two of my previous posts-I was kinda down because of it.Kris is my ultimate bias in Exo-and to have him leave is just unbearable T.T. Since last Thursday I was being kinda dramatic, I guess, about it :PThank God I had two fellow Exotics nearby to share our "sorrows" with!Sometimes I'd have discussions with other Exotics on Instagram-makes me feel good-because I'd know I won't be the only Kris-crazy being on Earth :p Since I love food art-I'd make edible arts of Kris(was inspired!) -and tag him on Instagram(I know,this' past clinical -.-)But hey,at least I don't carve my arms with Kris' name to bleed like some,I'd like to call "super dedicated" fans-then take a picture of it then tag his Instagram!To those who do these things,I'd advice you to stop-I mean Kris has already got too many things on his mind right now,us fans wouldn't want to burden him more with these things -.- .Having people carving their arms for you is quite burdensome...
   As my days went by,I got better,started to realize that I really was being dramatic.Maybe I'd be a lil' more sad if I was 15 or something-I personally think that's the best age to be a fangirl :P I guess I'm still sad about it-but I've learnt to control it.Right now,with what's going on in classes-I'm more preoccupied by it.And it scares me sometimes-me,being more worried about "adult" stuffs,instead of news on a leaving-member-of-a-12-handsome -boy group :p My fangirling definition of an ageing symptom!Right now I'm slowly coming in to terms of the possibility of Kris leaving.Hopefully other Kris' fans out there have started to realize this too.I know it's heartbreaking,but,as long our bias' happy then we should,at least :P, try to be happy for him too.Now that's super duper dedicated!Yet!The little optimistic girl inside of me,is still hoping for a miracle...And hopefully THAT miracle comes by tomorrow,during the press conference SM entertainment will make after Exo's The Lost Planet Concert in Seoul ends!I know some might sneer at me for even having thoughts of him returning-what more with rumours,like him; already signing under a new agency,being casted in a movie,having myocarditis etc-I can't comment on the rumours,don't know how much I can rely on them :p But hopefully these rumours REMAIN as rumours!Trying my hardest to remain positive until tomorrow's press conference.Kris' fans be with me here!I've read some fans are preparing- mentally,physically,emotionally,spiritually-for whatever may come by tomorrow.I'll make my own preparations-hopefully whatever that may come up-good or bad,I'll be able to take it in-knowing,Kris and the eleven other members,are happy or even if not happy-they've decided on it. Exo fans out there lets remain as great and even greater fans in the future for our Exo!
P/s-I've been making reruns and marathons of Exo's Showtime-even the funny parts don't seem as funny anymore...Plus did you see them celebrating Suho's birthday on  their first concert?!When the other members asked him to make his wish-he was close to tears!Probably he was wishing for Kris to come back-PROBABLY

We Believe In You Kris

Photo:Twitter

Still in a state of shock,depressed the more I think about it :p Never thought I'll be this kind of a fan.Think I'm overreacting?I think so too-but really, I can't help it.Hoping for the best. #WeBelieveInYouKris
p/s have you heard some fans telling other music companies in Korea to "adopt" Exo?!It's hilarious but it makes so much sense-if one's gonna leave,might as well everyone leave together.If they do, I'm routing for YG all the way :p

Please Don't Leave Exo, Kris!!!

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From the title you all might guess what I'm on about-if not all,some K-pop fans can relate T.T.Exotics,Kris fans out there I feel you!Got the news of him leaving SM Entertainment,hence,leaving Exo too, just this evening after I finished class, from a fellow Exotic herself.Let me recall this very sad scene :p I was happily about to go home and get myself an iced Americano when I heard someone shouting my name at the end of the hospital's corridor.Thought it would've been a good news but instead,it was this T.T. I couldn't believe what I'd heard and kept asking her whether the news were true!!She too was shocked!I just had to tell Jane(another Exotic) what happened.You can guess what happened next....we kinda made a very loud-dramatic scene at the corridor,made some heads turn with our very red-flushed faces close to tears :p I know right!? I never thought I'll be that kind of fan!You know, like those super attached super "overdosed" fans,who'd cry over singers and stuffs :p But then,at that time I was just, out of pure reflex, almost to tears :p I couldn't digest the things I'd heard-everything seemed so so surreal!Till now it's not coming in -.- Now I can totally relate to Yoojin(was it Yoojin her name?),from 'Reply 1994'-on the Seo Taeji's 'splitting' announcement in the drama.The fanatic-ness is too similar-it's scary :P Scaring myself too!Actually,this whole day was a bit rough for me,thought nothing could get any worse,until THE NEWS...Before hearing about Kris leaving,I was already planning to go out and grab some coffee(something I'd usually do after a long,tiring,rough day and sometimes during opposite days too)-but caffeine was needed more than ever after THE NEWS T.T-OMG I sound crazy don't I?!So Jane kept me company during this "trying" time(dramatic :p)-being an Exo fan herself,she agreed to accompany me for an "exclusive mourning" session-dinner + coffee!Only fangirls can relate to my sadness!!Aaahhhhh felt like screaming the whole time, but just kept it all in-don't wanna seem too crazy-though I'm way past crazy right now -.-.
     Listening to Exo M's 'Don't Go' right now-keep on replaying Kris' part!This song just fits this whole situation right here!I bet all of Kris' or Exo fans out there wanna tell him to 'Don't Go'!!If I had his number  by now I would!Kept on wishing all this isn't true!Heard about last year's rumour about someone was trying to leave Exo(though that very person was rumoured to be Kris at that time)-but never thought that would actually come true!Gosh I've got sooo many exclamation marks ending almost all of my sentences!(here I go again...)-Can't help it-feel like shouting,still.Still hoping all of this isn't true,that it's just a really bad dream!Hoping to wake up tomorrow morning with a really good news-that all of this hadn't happened,that some guy at the Seoul Court had read the person filing the law suit's name wrongly-not Kris' :p All we Exotics have now is hope sobs!
      Jane and I have been trying to analyse the whole situation-thinking the news came out too out of the blue especially when they're about to have their concerts with their recent comeback.Especially after we heard that they were going to come down to Malaysia for a concert(though we're still uncertain if we'd ever get to fly back to Malaysia on time for it :p). Something must have went really "wrong" for Kris to have made such a decision at such inappropriate timing!What saddens me the most is that some of the Exo members on Instagram have started to 'unfollow' him,except for Baekhyun,the last time I checked.I'm not sure if they did it solely on their own accord or out of some"higher" authority's  "request"-ehem SM :p But I'll just leave it there for you Exotics/K-popping peops to think for yourselves-whilst I do my own thinking :p Trying to analyse Mr Galaxy's brain right now...
      While on the auto on the way to get coffee we saw a signboard that says 'Galaxy' on it and immediately thought of Kris T.T. I seriously thought he'd be a great ambassador for Samsung's Galaxy phones!But now I just don't know what to expect-hopefully everything falls back into all the right places.I really hope, if this news is actually true,SM would still try to keep him and to actually listen to his side of the story and the other members' too.Hopefully there're no rifts between the members! Being a fan,all I want is for Kris to stay and to never leave Exo!!I can never,just cannot even dare to imagine Exo without him!Even if he wasn't my bias(though he really is my bias :P) I'd probably be thinking, him to be the funniest -with a 4 dimensioned personality, out of the twelve-after watching Exo's Showtime and all.Plus he's the only member that can speak fluent English!It'll be an utter lost!!But being a fellow human being,I think the right thing, for us fans to do is to respect Kris' decision,though it seems too hard to accept and painful!It hurts,I know.Your bias out of your favourite group!-I thought I'd never be this obsessed after Spice Girl's split,but look where I'm now T.T I got this lecture from some friends who had to hear my ranting :p Got to accept the bitter taste of this reality after that-but it's not long lasting enough!Whatever his reasons on leaving-I'm sure he had gone through it so many times before coming to it-and I bet it's harder for him,than it is for us.I wish Exotics would stay loyal and not join in rants or negative,mean comments on Kris.Whatever he chooses to do after this,I hope he knows his fans are behind him and always've got his back!In my perfect world Kris would still be in Exo as Exo M's leader,rapper,Galaxy,Cold City Guy-turned Fried Chicken + Deobokki Lover-but the world isn't perfect,and so isn't Kris,nor us-so quit the judging and hope for the best!
P/s Fan girling won't mean as much now T.T.Anyway there was one comment on Instagram that I came across,that moved me a lil' hahax being all touchy,can't help it!-it went; "I still want to see 12 handsome boys saying 'We Are One'". Whoever you are,I feel the same way too!Lets hope for the best for Exo!

Happy Mothers' Day :)

Peanut Butter 'Hand' Toast!

Sausage + Egg Bunny & Friend with Colourful Mixed Dhal

The how-tos' are pretty straight forward- with the eyes and mouths are from the dhals itself :)
The "friend's" eyes are from seaweed strips.The ears are made of sausages poked into the hard-boiled eggs with toothpicks!

Colourful Summer Salad

Purple Cabbage(in shreds) + Yellow Zucchini(sliced)+ Salad Leaves + Baby Tomatoes-Drizzled with Sesame Oil + Lemon Juice + Chia Seeds !

Review on The Face Shop's Chia Seed Sebum Control Moisture Cream

Hi!Today I'll be reviewing on The Face Shop's Chia Seed Sebum Control Moisture Cream.Though this' kind of late,since this product has been out for a while hee.I first found out about this product early February this year.After reading a couple of reviews,I decided to get it.Since it was hard for me to purchase it in India,I called one of the Face Shop store they have in The Empire mall in Subang Jaya. Luckily the worker there told me there were only 2 jars left-since it's one of their best sellers.I just had to grab hold on the moisturiser so I got my sister to buy it for me:D Since I got back home I've been using it for almost 2 weeks now-well,not really in a regular manner:p But I have to say,it gave quite a good impression on me.First,I've got to brag about it's packaging!I like the cover-it's simple,cute & has that "hygienic" feel to it,if you know what I mean.The sides of the box have descriptions in Korean but it also have ones in English,which I'm happy for so that I don't have to Google for them.

       On the box it says;oil-free translucent cream(amongst other things I like about it!),providing hydration with moisture seed & sebum control with cotton seed.This' my first time hearing of chia seeds.So I took some time to Google them found out some people use them in their cooking,so it's good for both the skin & body.On the box it also says that chia seeds can hold moisture 10 times their own weight hence when putting it on,it fills inside the skin with moisture.Like most girls,I have combination skin.Mainly oily,so I contemplated a lot before deciding to get myself a moisturiser,That's why I'll always try to find a gel-based moisturiser.This moisturiser definitely gets a plus for being gel-based.Plus there's 0% oil in this.Hence I was tempted!

As you can see,its lovely lovely packaging...

                                       

Its jar!

                                           

A lil' spatula comes with it

Cute heart shaped "knob"-makes it easier to open the plastic cover

                                               

Wanted to show you how the bulk of the moisturiser is mainly its jar-it's only 50ml!

                                     

Nice translucent gel-based moisturiser :)

I've got jelly on me hands!!

    The first time I tried it on,it had quite a "heavy" feel to it & it felt a lil' sticky on the face.I don't know if it's supposed to be like that or if it's because of the hot humid weather in Malaysia,that made me feel like that.It was a bit hard to spread over the face because of its texture,so I had to use a lil' more to cover the whole face.But since I also put sunscreen on top,I've minimized the the "adding" part since sunscreens have moisturising properties too.One thing's for sure;it's got a nice scent-not too strong nor perfume-like,which I'm not really in to.Instead,it's got a "clean" scent to it,a lil' fruity-matches it's clean look:

 My verdict

            So I've used it for almost 2 weeks now,and I'm happy with what it does to my skin:)My face usually gets really oily by noon,but using this,it kind of minimized that.Plus if  you're wearing sunscreens too,you'd have to only spread it thinly over the face,then only put on the sunscreen-so your face won't get overly moisturised,especially if you have oily skin.I've read some reviews on line,most people with sensitive skin says they get breakouts but I have combination skin that includes sensitive,oily & dry-depending on the season,& so far I've not experienced any breakouts,so I guess it's effect differs with people with sensitive skin & other skin types.I suggest for those who'd like to buy this product,you should try it first or ask for samples fist & try it out,before actually deciding to buy it.Because it's quite costly;for 50ml I bought it for RM115.I,obviously didn't try it out first,the temptation was too much,& bought it based solely on the reviews -which's wrong!Don't follow me:pAll in all, it's a keeper for now-but once I do finish it, I may look out for better moisturisers out there hee & make more reviews!Hahahaha.Plus the ambassador for this product is Miss A's Suzy(might be another reason why I just had to buy it:p)-so we'd all be wondering this may be why she's got such great skin!