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From the title you all might guess what I'm on about-if not all,some K-pop fans can relate T.T.Exotics,Kris fans out there I feel you!Got the news of him leaving SM Entertainment,hence,leaving Exo too, just this evening after I finished class, from a fellow Exotic herself.Let me recall this very sad scene :p I was happily about to go home and get myself an iced Americano when I heard someone shouting my name at the end of the hospital's corridor.Thought it would've been a good news but instead,it was this T.T. I couldn't believe what I'd heard and kept asking her whether the news were true!!She too was shocked!I just had to tell Jane(another Exotic) what happened.You can guess what happened next....we kinda made a very loud-dramatic scene at the corridor,made some heads turn with our very red-flushed faces close to tears :p I know right!? I never thought I'll be that kind of fan!You know, like those super attached super "overdosed" fans,who'd cry over singers and stuffs :p But then,at that time I was just, out of pure reflex, almost to tears :p I couldn't digest the things I'd heard-everything seemed so so surreal!Till now it's not coming in -.- Now I can totally relate to Yoojin(was it Yoojin her name?),from 'Reply 1994'-on the Seo Taeji's 'splitting' announcement in the drama.The fanatic-ness is too similar-it's scary :P Scaring myself too!Actually,this whole day was a bit rough for me,thought nothing could get any worse,until THE NEWS...Before hearing about Kris leaving,I was already planning to go out and grab some coffee(something I'd usually do after a long,tiring,rough day and sometimes during opposite days too)-but caffeine was needed more than ever after THE NEWS T.T-OMG I sound crazy don't I?!So Jane kept me company during this "trying" time(dramatic :p)-being an Exo fan herself,she agreed to accompany me for an "exclusive mourning" session-dinner + coffee!Only fangirls can relate to my sadness!!Aaahhhhh felt like screaming the whole time, but just kept it all in-don't wanna seem too crazy-though I'm way past crazy right now -.-.
Listening to Exo M's 'Don't Go' right now-keep on replaying Kris' part!This song just fits this whole situation right here!I bet all of Kris' or Exo fans out there wanna tell him to 'Don't Go'!!If I had his number by now I would!Kept on wishing all this isn't true!Heard about last year's rumour about someone was trying to leave Exo(though that very person was rumoured to be Kris at that time)-but never thought that would actually come true!Gosh I've got sooo many exclamation marks ending almost all of my sentences!(here I go again...)-Can't help it-feel like shouting,still.Still hoping all of this isn't true,that it's just a really bad dream!Hoping to wake up tomorrow morning with a really good news-that all of this hadn't happened,that some guy at the Seoul Court had read the person filing the law suit's name wrongly-not Kris' :p All we Exotics have now is hope sobs!
Jane and I have been trying to analyse the whole situation-thinking the news came out too out of the blue especially when they're about to have their concerts with their recent comeback.Especially after we heard that they were going to come down to Malaysia for a concert(though we're still uncertain if we'd ever get to fly back to Malaysia on time for it :p). Something must have went really "wrong" for Kris to have made such a decision at such inappropriate timing!What saddens me the most is that some of the Exo members on Instagram have started to 'unfollow' him,except for Baekhyun,the last time I checked.I'm not sure if they did it solely on their own accord or out of some"higher" authority's "request"-ehem SM :p But I'll just leave it there for you Exotics/K-popping peops to think for yourselves-whilst I do my own thinking :p Trying to analyse Mr Galaxy's brain right now...
While on the auto on the way to get coffee we saw a signboard that says 'Galaxy' on it and immediately thought of Kris T.T. I seriously thought he'd be a great ambassador for Samsung's Galaxy phones!But now I just don't know what to expect-hopefully everything falls back into all the right places.I really hope, if this news is actually true,SM would still try to keep him and to actually listen to his side of the story and the other members' too.Hopefully there're no rifts between the members! Being a fan,all I want is for Kris to stay and to never leave Exo!!I can never,just cannot even dare to imagine Exo without him!Even if he wasn't my bias(though he really is my bias :P) I'd probably be thinking, him to be the funniest -with a 4 dimensioned personality, out of the twelve-after watching Exo's Showtime and all.Plus he's the only member that can speak fluent English!It'll be an utter lost!!But being a fellow human being,I think the right thing, for us fans to do is to respect Kris' decision,though it seems too hard to accept and painful!It hurts,I know.Your bias out of your favourite group!-I thought I'd never be this obsessed after Spice Girl's split,but look where I'm now T.T I got this lecture from some friends who had to hear my ranting :p Got to accept the bitter taste of this reality after that-but it's not long lasting enough!Whatever his reasons on leaving-I'm sure he had gone through it so many times before coming to it-and I bet it's harder for him,than it is for us.I wish Exotics would stay loyal and not join in rants or negative,mean comments on Kris.Whatever he chooses to do after this,I hope he knows his fans are behind him and always've got his back!In my perfect world Kris would still be in Exo as Exo M's leader,rapper,Galaxy,Cold City Guy-turned Fried Chicken + Deobokki Lover-but the world isn't perfect,and so isn't Kris,nor us-so quit the judging and hope for the best!
P/s Fan girling won't mean as much now T.T.Anyway there was one comment on Instagram that I came across,that moved me a lil' hahax being all touchy,can't help it!-it went; "I still want to see 12 handsome boys saying 'We Are One'". Whoever you are,I feel the same way too!Lets hope for the best for Exo!
